21 days in china

hey my dear readers!!!!

i'm now in Beijing,China for a summer program which last for three weeks

and i will blog everything about my life and stories in Beijing in the new site

http://yfinchina.blogspot.com

feel free to drop by and say hi to me :)

i miss you peoples!

rainy day

1500 raining cats and dogs

1550 it turned into drizzling rain.i could hear the rain drops dropping on the land,on my roof,it was not a type of harsh sound,but a mild one.my living room was dark yet cool,the air i breathe in still sticks with the smell of the rain.i lied myself in the sofa,held my head in the pillow,started to enjoy all of the sudden joy.

ahh~do you ever realized that your mind went so clear when you're alone nesting in the sofa at a rainy day?

1556 i reached for my mobile phone and start sending messages to the ones which i care most. it was a so-not-like-me style forwarding messages.

1600 i get a reply from one of them "how come so random sending me such touching message".haha,i smiled,i just do it without thinking.

1602 another message "so,when are you leaving?" "i'm leaving on the 13th of june", i've been answering this for a thousands time.but this is the first time i felt it was so near.day after tomorrow,and i'm leaving.

1610 my mind stay at the Beijing issue. FLY. well,this will be the first time to fly. i always wanted a chance to fly away from our country, to travel and walk around the whole world. to me,staying in a country for a whole life? for 50 years? NEVER! and because that i love freedom so much,i always try to find ways to get out from here.

from the learning trip to Taiwan, to the student exchange programme to US, followed by the besties trip to Korea, and even my Shanghai dream, till the latest Thailand sudden-cancelled-backpack-trip.they all failed.

sometimes i really doubt that there is something called "fate" in the world we lived in.

this time i finally have it successfully done,but i'm worried,is this a good sign or a bad sign?

i hope it's a good one.i will leave safe and come back safe :)

peoplesss,i will miss you!
xoxo