it's Golden Half !!!!

YES,this is a camera! a small tiny 35mm toy camera called the GOLDEN HALF
and it's mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i accidentally saw an article and found out this thing call LOMOGRAPHY
yea,just like you,i wonder what on earth is lomo,will it be anything better than DSLR?
well,then i check out on web,and found those lomo camera are really cute!!!!and some of the pictures are even better than DSLR ones,click here to see those fantastic pictures =]
they have some special features which normal digital camera doesnt have (i'm still working on it,cos i just get it 2 hours ago) hehe
btw,this is worthy cos it's way too cheap compared to the DSLR,well i guess i have to postpone my plan of buying a DSLR,since DSLR is a trend now,having one isnt that special anymore
i believe taking photos with my golden half will surely be more enjoyable and fun and "noticeable",hahaha

dont worry guys,will show you my Red Riding when i hang out with ya'll =)

我要一个肯定

只要是别人给我的东西，都要抱着感恩的心态，我是这样觉得的
就算是别人给予的一个勉强的微笑，但至少是他努力挤出来的，应该要感激才是啊！

现在我才知道，我最不喜欢的，就是当我很努力地付出，以为你一定会很感激我，你却完全不领情的样子
我才知道，我一直都是靠着别人给我的肯定，活着的。
所以我常常会做出一些很“伟大”的举动和决定，因为我希望别人开心，因为我想要别人喜欢我，因为我需要别人认同我，因为只有这样我才能继续活下去。

我会为了让你开心，做一些没有人会做的愚蠢的事，但你却把我当傻瓜
我会为了哄你，很用心的亲手做东西给你，你却无动于衷
为了让你看到我，我努力努力很努力的表现，你看到的始终是我旁边的人

被忽略的滋味，不是好受的
我要求不多，就只是要一个肯定
“谢谢你！”
有那么难吗？

我遇上了100%的女生

世界上怎么有那么perfect的人啊？
人长得美，头脑好，有才华
又是个充满爱心的护士，而且很孝顺
活泼开朗，亲切随和
天啊，真的好喜欢这个女生啊！
嘻嘻~这就是所谓的爱屋及乌吗？

it's about love in universities

we discussed the LOVE topic in our class just now
my lecturer said something that makes me really upset
as all of us know University is the best place where u can experience LOVE
she encouraged us to find our true love in uni, if not at least experience it
she said this is the stage of life you must went through and this is the place where u shouldn't be hiding your feelings, she wants us to be brave and seek our Mr/Ms Right. she said never feel embarrassed about loving people, once you've found the right person, dont be shy dont let go and fight for love (i was like omg,she's cool)
this is the part which makes me upset, she said, if till the day you graduate u're still a piece of white paper, u're counted fail, failing the biggest subject in life. even you graduate with honors, but actually u're still not graduated from life

and we,the single ones were like "huh?Mdm Wong, do u have to mean it that way? is it that serious about being single?"
and my lecturer was like "hahaha" and ended this topic -.-
*ouch*
what a suffering lesson for me, it's pathetic cos i'm not in love and i never had one
so should i really start to search for a bf, in this hurry? ..i wonder


HEY hey people out thr,which are still SA, heard what my lecturer said? hurry up go find your love!now! before it's too late =P

a visit to RTM

we went to RTM yesterday for a crosstalk performance. our teacher only chose 2 teams to perform,and we're one of them =)) *proud proud*
but i wasnt satisfied with my performance yesterday,could say it's terrible.
but somehow it's a great experience to have visit to RTM!! and i managed to see the DJs on air
see,this is the ON AIR sign in each n every radio station

this is the place where u can see DJ LIVE here~!!!!!
there are around 17 fm in RTM,so we visited almost 17 radio stations in a day!hehe

tada~ AIFM
one of our crosstalk teacher - DJ Jay Ho Jia Wen is a DJ from AIFM
they're really amazing!!they only have 18 DJs in AIfm, and the DJs have to do everything,i mean EVERYTHING!! include writing advertisements scripts, find advertisements, marketing, do roadshows, organize meeting ups with AIfm listeners, etc...
now only i know a DJ's job isnt easy,especially when u're working for government
and i'm impressed by their efficiency :)

we also experienced how it feels like watching a SIARAN LANGSUNG show
it's a singing competition organized by RTM with chinese radio station AIfm & indian radio station MINALfm. so the show is named "Bintang AiMinal"
there was this very very very funny competitor that make all of us laugh off our chairs
he's a indian guy with this super rocker outfits, the way he sings and shake, looks like a uncle trying to be young,not being sarcastic but his whole image is just FUNNY and seriously very entertaining
felt so sorry that the whole bunch of us were damn noisy,non stop laughing and comment alot during the show ><

the half bunch of the monkeys
and the middle one does look like monkey head XP

*realizing i'm not updating the stories in my life, so here u go, a simple update from me( actually i'm living my everyday with lots of interesting stories)
tmr will be the exciting APK day, but i'm so sick,i'm afraid i couldnt handle well, please give me full support,i dont wanna ruin this project
our 9th College's prom night is coming this saturday!!! yeefeng's gonna have a big change, watch out,whee~~

love all my readers
XOXO

解脱 =)

也许他并不是我爱的人
真正的感情，应该是两个人的默契，将两颗心的距离缩短，慢慢靠近彼此。
从好朋友到情人，真正的感情是用不了多久的。

很多时候，我们不是喜欢某个人，而是某个形象，那个符合你心中100%的形象。

我们总说：“我要找一个很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。”
但是，怎样才算是很爱很爱？你却无法回答，因为你自己也不知道。

我们总以为，会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之后才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过，在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没有发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧，他或许已经等你很久了。

或许，我早该知道，我爱的不是他。
虽然他能令我怦然心跳
但真正的感情需要的不只是心跳吧？
爱情不是生命的一切，但没有爱情的生命就不完整
为了完整而去爱，是愚蠢的
突然得到解脱，是好事 =)

he likes my best friend

i like him
she likes him
he likes her

sad ending isnt it?