最近

原来已经一个月没update了
这个学期实在太忙，唯一的假期就是新年那个星期
可是有太多突发事件，还要忙着聚会，自己只剩两天赶assignments

新年回来就是我的“大型相声观摩赛”，简称大相。虽然没有得到冠军，可是评审老师有点名称赞我们哦！！说我们有创意！哈哈。很多人欣赏我演的女鬼色狼的角色。而且啊，我们和冠军队伍被邀请下个月到RTM表演哦，何等荣幸~！在这里特别感谢我的最佳拍档--古古！！

忙完大相就到全辨
话说，有只羊是沙巴大学的代表，来马大参赛，而我，就是他们的大专保姆，嘻嘻
在异乡遇见同乡是很开心的事，所以我知道那只羊看到我很兴奋咯，哈哈
他们刚比赛完，虽然输了，可是我真的觉得他们的表现很好。以为沙巴大学的水准应该只是“麻麻得”，可是他们比我想象的好很多。交了3个新朋友，很喜欢他们。他们3个辩论风格各有特色，有可爱的、有来势汹汹的、有斯文paiseh的。
为他们不能进入下一场比赛感到可惜。下次再加油吧！！

全辩之前，出席了“大摇”，也就是大型摇篮手歌曲发表会，很像看演唱会酱。
我很欣赏一个吉他手，他电了一头爆炸头，画上烟熏装，穿着窄裤，绑着金腰带，整个rocker打扮。在弹吉它的时候帅到爆！全场为他疯狂啊~！！他名叫jason ^^

前天淑莹飞去上海了，要不是当初接受UM的offer letter，我现在应该和他在上海逍遥快活了吧。还真有点对不起她。
希望他能把握这出国的机会，狠狠的给他玩一番，但也是要好好读书。两年后见咯！
身边的好朋友都不在我身边了，以后要找人发泄怎么办？

接下来会越来越忙
一大堆assignment 还有project要赶
最近，有一些人找我做下一届华文学会执委，不知道应该接受吗？
最后一项通告，假期我们要去 pulau phuket，有谁有兴趣？一起去玩吧！

teardrops on my guitar

i'm not sure why i'm here,but i just ought to be here
strange feelings,but not sure what was that
hatred? disappointment? tiredness?
maybe all of them

many things happened,i'm feeling so bad terribly down
but i couldnt find a person to talk to
now only i realized, all the friends i had beside me are just friends, pure friends
friends are to share happiness,not sorrow
while all my soul mates, which i used to rely on
they're too far away
as the saying goes "far water couldnt save near fire" (omg,direct translate,weird)

somebody said, "you thought you're bad,but actually you're not the worst"
yea,maybe i'm just like a crazy dog barking here and there shouting about my pain
but sometimes,a carzy dog like me, needs care,needs hugs,needs love,needs courage,needs support

but nobody knows,no one ever bothered

断章

你站在桥上看风景

看风景的人在楼上看你

明月装饰了你的窗子

你装饰了别人的梦

happy birthday

omg,i just found out that his birthday was same as my first crush

EXACTLY THE SAME !!

haha,it's so weird

yet i'm excited!!

is this a kinda fate or...? i wonder

hope i could give up my fear this time and wish him a

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =))

happy 2010

photos by sheng

HAPPY NEW YEAR
to all my beloved readers!!!
it's 2010 now
we still have 2 times countdown before the world ends XD
i'm excited!

2009 is over
forget about the sad past
keep only the sweet memories
have a nice start for 2010
and enjoy throughout this whole year
those i cared and loved, may god bless u

*i'm planning on something for this bright year, teehehe =) *

emo

my holiday will be ending in 4 days time

time past so fast that i didnt even realize we'd separate for 1 year after stpm

thinking about last years' same time,we're still having fun in genting,i miss it!

glad to see you people just now,though it's short,but it makes me happy,at least :)

coming back to this reality life,doesnt make me feel any better

i hate to face my real self

i know running off couldnt solve the problems,but all i will do is escape

i sux rite?

shit happens

hope everything will change for this coming new year

感觉，…

好不容易，写了一段文字

可是，怎么看都没感觉

从来没有过的

第一次，没有留念，没有伤感，没有回忆

是我的问题吗？

心，被压抑得很辛苦

一种酸痛的感觉

是失落吗？

是失望吗？

是心疼吗？

好像是

我竟然，也像一只迷失的羔羊

迷失方向，迷失自己

静静呆在那里，等待我感性的主人

把我，带回去