dizzy. fainting. soon

i dont know how can i fell down by walking on the staricase
it hurts >.<

i've started to lost my sights, my thoughts and my body
everytime i went home,my mom says "you looked so pale nowadays"

i can really feel it,the thing that's protesting inside my body
but i'm forcing mysf not to FALL at this moment

i felt so sorry to my body
i've been abusing my body for a long time
it's really time for break. hold on till november please