dizzy. fainting. soon

i dont know how can i fell down by walking on the staricase
it hurts >.<

i've started to lost my sights, my thoughts and my body
everytime i went home,my mom says "you looked so pale nowadays"

i can really feel it,the thing that's protesting inside my body
but i'm forcing mysf not to FALL at this moment

i felt so sorry to my body
i've been abusing my body for a long time
it's really time for break. hold on till november please

mooncake festival

hey!! how's everyone's MOONCAKE FESTIVAL??

especially those who're far away from your home sweet home

i'm sure by lookin at the STEAMBOUT and RED WINE makes you guys starting to miss me(finally) hehe. i miss ya'll too,very very much

we had a simple steambout celebration last week,and if u guys were here, i would be extremely happy invite u to my hse, too bad, we're too far away :(

well my dears, we still got 1 more month to meet up,thinking about it already makes me feel excited!!!! woohoo~~

so so, i ended up driving my friend over to my hse since she didnt go back to celebrate,her name is 美艳 she's my coursemate+ collegemate. is also one of my close friend in UM

my mom ^^

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talking about PESTA TANGLUNG

it's like all the Unis in msia celebrate this festival,haha...

ours just ended yesterday with a superb DRAMA...gosh,i just love them!

tada~these are some photos i took during our exhibition week,those PATUNGs were hand-made! and all of them were exhibition ajks hardwork

btw, i'm ajk for exhibition bureau =) proud of them

月老

精巧可爱的奈何桥

我最最最爱的 黑白无常！！

well well,joining PTUM doesnt only work work work all day but we do ENJOY!!!

we had alot of activities and road shows and performance throughout the whole week

i get to see so many DJs and celebrities,mwahaha!!!

培杰

if i'm not mistaken this is one of eu's fav singer?

FRIENDZ

they were extremely cuteee and active

with 威少♥

幸福 ^^

19/09/09
第一次下线筹款哦，就把第一次献给全中华~
那天早上就下大雨了，雪飞驾着她灵活的小鹿，来接我们去增江(jinjang)下线
看到雨那么大，她怕怕~幸好上highway就没雨了
那个阿紫够力搞笑，自己是增江人，竟然不懂路=.= 不过还好没有迷路
到jinjang巴刹后，8点多就开始下毛毛雨，一整个早上好像就是在下雨
一整天下来，我们五个筹到500多块。虽然不多，可是那包钱里有大家的汗水+口水+雨水
还是值得。。

身体有点湿…… 可是雨后的天空真的很蓝。
呼吸着增江雨后的空气，感觉有点熟悉，像是阿麽家下雨后，出来骑脚车，会嗅到的那种，清新的味道。我喜欢 ^^

第一次下线就酱，结束了，难得开心的早上

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20/09/2009
最近身边喜事特别多，我表姐结婚了！！！
我期待了好久好久哦
这两个大小孩真是绝配啊！！无论是外表还是性格，可爱到~~看着他们，我也觉得自己很幸福



当！当！当！当！
是不是很有婚纱照模特儿的feel？
他们的婚纱照美到~~~爆！
婚纱店还把他们的照片作成poster来打广告哦


喝喜酒当晚表姐也是穿绿色的晚装，green = glamorous



♥我们这一家♥
这张照片很珍贵的哦，因为那个灰衣的家伙竟然肯跟我们合照，难得耶 =P


妈妈和我　



这是出嫁当天早上，二姨和姨丈为表姐盖头纱

这只腊肠狗，是表姐夫家的其中一只宠物，叫“家家”

家家颈上的ribbon是表姐夫的爸爸帮它绑上去的，uncle说狗狗也是家的一分子，也要跟我们一起庆祝，嘻嘻，真是可爱！

很久没有看到笑容灿烂的我了吧？嘻嘻

哎哟，我的脸真的黑了很多耶 =(

得到幸福的，我会为你们祈祷，希望你们永远幸福

还没得到幸福的，我也会为你们祈祷，愿你们早日找到“幸福”

我的 . 祝福

leiheng，祝福你哦

听到你的消息，真的是很兴奋很开心很OMG

我知道你很幸福，但是不可以重色轻友

要不然，打你的哦！

希望xian会好好保护你啦

还有，我不可以再叫你dear了

这将是他的专用称呼

怎么有一种很伤感的感觉？

好像我们的距离越来越远

不管怎样，我们都替你感到开心

我是真心希望你幸福哦

photos

hey buddies...i just wanna update u guys my latest photo,so that u all wont forget my pretty face *ek-hem*
few weeks ago we attend a wedding dinner at my kpg,my cousin sister who's getting married,gosh,she was so pretty,hardly recognise her
this is her SEXY back,lolx.i love her greenie night gaun!! glamorous~


left is my cute&lenglui "aunty" (she's my dad's cousin,means she shud be my aunty,but....she's only 18 =.= )




okie,time to let u all have a clear pic abt the friends&gangs i'm currently into
i guess all of you who followed my blog knows that i'm sticking myself in a activity called 全中华 aka QZH


we took this at Ipoh KTM
this is my first time i get to Ipoh Railway Station,because of QZH
standing at the left is Sheau Wei,she's my best buddy in QZH
because of her,i changed;because of her,i'm working so hard;because of her,i'm well recognized by the seniors and therefore kena "transfered" to 节目组@全中华...she's reli a great friend!
standing in the middle,is my coursemate & my best friend now,Siew Kien, pretty girl huh~
that guy with spects is from my college,his name is Kelvin,a super 38 guy,with good acting skills
guy at the right is AhWeng,erm.comment-less


this is the group photo we took at 定慧居佛堂@怡保
the scenery thr was so nice
and the vegetarian food>>DELICIOUS~!!!!

this photo was taken after our role play in a game called 法政先锋

the 4 main characters: see eng, kelvin, me, azi

i love this pic,we looked like a family ,sweet =)

tada~~last week went for GaRhui bd celebration(as told in previous post)

keke,peeps,can u recognise this place?

YES!!! it's our fav ZanMai !!!

they're just so kind,i suggest to ZM they just followed without objection,teehehe,so i get to eat my lovely sushisssss in ZM

this is 雪飞,another QZH cuttie senior..she's a Chinese,i mean a true China gal

that's the only 4 gals that day,kesian nia~

at the right side is Audrey,i will shout everytime i saw her,know why?

cos she's a Cassiopeia!

so that's all for now, conclusion : i looked very teruk in the pics.ish.regret posting them up >.<

random

happy birthday to GA RHUI~!!!!!
he's one of my friend in QZH4
we went to Gardens Red Box to celebrate his birthday just now
thanks to them,i get to step out to gai gai since i entered UM!!!
and because of them,i managed to wipe off my emo-ness,they've made my day =)

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hey,unsavoury chan!!!!!
i dont know whether u'll saw this post,but u must read this!!!!

how dare you lost contact with me,at all????how dare you??? how dare you!!!!!
u got a blog,but u didnt tell me
u never call me or send me a message since you enter uni
ish!!! i tell u,i'm MAD AT YOU UNSAVOURY CHAN!!!!!
u better "la la seng" contact me weii,or else i kill u >.<

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papa,thank you,u know what i meant =)
dear,i'm sorry i didnt pick your phone dat day,i hope i dont disappoint you,cos i'm still busy for these moment,and will continue busy untill aft raya i guess...next time only chat k!

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那天弄伤的脚和头，还是隐隐约约的痛着
一个星期过了，脚上的伤口还是很明显，搞到我都不想穿短裤 =(
可是，那颗受伤的心，已经恢复得差不多了
不要担心，芬芬很坚强的！！

心。逝

最近心情的起伏很大很大，大概是受到身边人不良磁场的影响吧？
今早心情是很好的，可刚刚心情郁闷到极点，也没啥原因，就酱~

心，大概是累坏了吧

我一直在寻找让我敞开心胸欢笑的理由
找不到……
不懂什么时候开始，我在别人眼中的开怀大笑原来都只是假象
其实我的内心并不是那么快乐的

麻木地开心，是件辛苦的差事




你是万能的吧？什么事都难不倒你吧？想问：
心，可以换吗？