publicity in UM

全中华(QZH) is recruiting new juniors and members into our big family,so we went for publicity in many faculties and colleges(hostels)

today is me, Lian and Sheauwei's turn to duty,we went to 1st 2nd 6th college.

that was the first time since i entered UM,going to 1st and 6th college,funny isnt it?the funnier thing is we even asked a 1st year student how to go 6th college,and they feel unbelievable when we told them we're already 2nd year,they're like "i thought you're already 2nd year? but how come you dont know where's 6th college?" speechless.

but i promise i gotta walk more to these colleges cause you know what,all the future professionals are living there! the doctors the lawyers and engineers. how envious I am to be like the girls inside,unlike in my case,i'm only staying with accountants and business people,how boring...(wow,i'm staring to blame my life,and it's only the 2nd week of my 2nd year)

i suddenly felt so in love about doing publicity(usually i hate this) cause the juniors are cute!! they are so mannered and patiently listening to our long introduction. and i love chatting with them,they laughed and smiled over my stupid jokes and opinions about UM,i had this great sense of accomplishment after chatting with them. because everyone enjoyed when i was promoting this supposingly-boring QZH to them,haha

and seriously i found that more and more lenglui lengzai entered UM,wow~time to catch some new dish *evil grins*

i get to met 2 of my CHS juniors today!!!! Zi Wei and Jun Fai! so lucky of me =)

i could totally understand the feeling when they met me,just like you found an ice cream in the desert, i'm the ice cream anyways! i'm so excited knowing them and meting them inside UM campus, you know i always envy my friends over UMS or UUM,because they've got bunch of CHS seniors who took care them when they're new to uni. i always wanted a senior like that,i mean if you come from the same school,you'll somehow feel better seeing him or talking to him,right?

so,i'm going to be that kind of senior to the 5 pity chsians in UM,hehe..and btw,really love talking with chsian,they are smart yet 38 enough,perhaps we owned the CHS blood,so we feel so home =)

and i learned something today: smile and mood are affective to others.so always keep your mood lighten up and you'll see a beautiful world.

heyyy,i'm back!

it's almost one month i didnt update my blog

after reading eu's blog,i feel like i should write something too

this was the best semester break i had,i went to China twice,to Beijing and Shanghai.

the first one is to attend a summer programme offered by the China HanBan (chinese education ministry),we stayed for 21 days and traveled to many many beautiful places.undeniably,i love Beijing, but not counting in the china people.THEY ARE WAY TOO RUDE!

and the following trip is all by my own,i went Shanghai, initially, to visit the World EXPO, but ended i spent more time to meet my friends and walked around with them.it's a great experience to EXPO,but believe me it wasnt THAT great like everyone said.one day is enough.

when i met all of my ex-coursemates in SJTU,i felt so sad,if it wasnt of the offer letter from UM,i will be there right now, staying with them, studying with them, having fun with them, clubbing with them, working in EXPO with them....

i always miss the life with my form6 friends and with the SJTUians

ok,back to the lovely malaysia by sunday night,tired like hell.

today,is the second day of my 2nd year life,still the same,my life is busy and packed.i swear i'm not going to join THIS much activities next year,i should really reserve my precious university semester break for my dear friends,i know you guys are blaming me for not appearing in much of the gatherings,haha

i moved to a new room, in the same College(hostel),and i had new roommates,beautiful girls :)

it's a stressful thing to stay with coursemate, i start to feel it now.not that she's not good, but i will stress on myself alot to avoid doing things that will cause her anger or dissatisfaction towards me.i'm now learning "the way of living", it's tough.

woohoo people~it's the new semester!!!!cheer up cheer up!! i believe all of us will have a great great time enjoying/busying with our lifes of 2nd year.no matter what,just be you and have fun!

ps: welcome the new juniors to my faculty my college my university and, welcome to my life =)

21 days in china

hey my dear readers!!!!

i'm now in Beijing,China for a summer program which last for three weeks

and i will blog everything about my life and stories in Beijing in the new site

http://yfinchina.blogspot.com

feel free to drop by and say hi to me :)

i miss you peoples!

rainy day

1500 raining cats and dogs

1550 it turned into drizzling rain.i could hear the rain drops dropping on the land,on my roof,it was not a type of harsh sound,but a mild one.my living room was dark yet cool,the air i breathe in still sticks with the smell of the rain.i lied myself in the sofa,held my head in the pillow,started to enjoy all of the sudden joy.

ahh~do you ever realized that your mind went so clear when you're alone nesting in the sofa at a rainy day?

1556 i reached for my mobile phone and start sending messages to the ones which i care most. it was a so-not-like-me style forwarding messages.

1600 i get a reply from one of them "how come so random sending me such touching message".haha,i smiled,i just do it without thinking.

1602 another message "so,when are you leaving?" "i'm leaving on the 13th of june", i've been answering this for a thousands time.but this is the first time i felt it was so near.day after tomorrow,and i'm leaving.

1610 my mind stay at the Beijing issue. FLY. well,this will be the first time to fly. i always wanted a chance to fly away from our country, to travel and walk around the whole world. to me,staying in a country for a whole life? for 50 years? NEVER! and because that i love freedom so much,i always try to find ways to get out from here.

from the learning trip to Taiwan, to the student exchange programme to US, followed by the besties trip to Korea, and even my Shanghai dream, till the latest Thailand sudden-cancelled-backpack-trip.they all failed.

sometimes i really doubt that there is something called "fate" in the world we lived in.

this time i finally have it successfully done,but i'm worried,is this a good sign or a bad sign?

i hope it's a good one.i will leave safe and come back safe :)

peoplesss,i will miss you!
xoxo

Ａ９聚会

终于解脱了，终于可以甩掉平时的面具，做我喜欢的自己

今天是亭２１岁生日，因为他，我们大伙儿终于又聚在一起了！
卉亭生日快乐哦！！！
真的很喜欢跟你们在一起，就算是安静的吃饭，看电影，也甘愿
可是这帮人还是一样，爱在路上大喊大叫，见面一定要来个热情拥抱，打打闹闹骂来骂去的，还有不停的黄色笑话，无聊没氧的对话……可是怎么办，我就是喜欢这样的你们！

ＭＫ大老为了让我体验Ｆ１的感觉，竟然还飙车！实在是太好玩啦！！

今天

原来吵架也可以很爽
谢谢你，拼命的跟我吵
不知道你是故意气我还是怎样，但我心情真的好很多了

最近觉得自己很情绪化
一点小事就能让我气到发飚、让我失落跌到谷底、让我的眼泪失控
有想控制，但力不从心
我真的不懂自己到底是怎么了
每次在这种时候，都很想有个人在我旁边
听我抱怨也好，任我打骂也好，借我肩膀也好，给我一个鼓励的拥抱也好
但原本可以做到的那些人，已经离开了，新的嘛，没指望找到

怎么酱啊，来大学这么久，还是不会独立
好像很失败哦？

holding back the tears

this song can really give you a lot of power when you're sad or down,even you dont understand any of the lyrics,but they can touch your heart with their strong vocals
though it's a long ago song from DBSK,i just somehow love it so much,and it'll never get rid of my playlist :)
when you're happy,you might find this song abit sentimental
but believe me,when you really feel like crying and you cant stop the feeling of crying,listen to this,it works for me

"holding back doesnt mean letting go,you are just hiding it when you need to"