why like this?

i will also feel hurt and unhappy

ok?

=((((((((((((

when i needed you where were you?

i love my outing with you today =D

today can be counted as my delightful-est happiest outing day recently

i dont know is it the people i went out with or the places we went that makes me feel so excited and happy,but the main point is,I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!!!!

Xin,Ivy and me went on a "KL one day jalan jalan trip" today!our very first mission of getting out today is to this place Korean Plaza @ Menara Hup Seng,to join the saranghaeyeo korea club. and the next mission is to try out the Typica Cafe@ Shaw Parade that i saw so many recommendations from friends.

the great news is!we achieved both!hehe

actually none of us went to these places before.so i tried google map it to find out it's location,but still,i dont have any idea.luckily we got ivy's dad sending us to menara hup seng! finally i realized that MAPS are useful, because thanks to the map(that i grab last time in MAAU event), we didnt get lost!glad that we successfully get to that 2 places, without endangering ourselves!

Menara Hup Seng is a very nice place,dont know why but i just like to be there! we're always surrounded by the OLs and OBs,make us looks high-class-er too,LOL.

oh ya,did you know that CIMB bank is partnering with Old Town White Coffee(for certain branches).we came into this shop,which it is a old town coffee shop,but the design was very CIMB,all red stuffs,red sofas, CIMB banking stuffs on the walls and windows.haha,even their menu!! they're advertising for CIMB too,something like "join us,as easy as your meal from old town",ROFL.

however,we had a sweet time in that place

move on to shaw parade.okay,as far as i know,Typica cafe(our 2nd mission) is located there.i only know this builiding named Shaw Parade,never been there.so as soon as we get off from taxi,we walked into this builiding,and was really amazed to it's SIZE! i think the whole building only equals to a MV north court.but since it's that small,we can find that shop easily,i thought. so just scan through ground floor and step to escalator to frist floor.scanned again and move to second floor.because it's that small,we dont even have to spend 10 seconds to scan,and till we reached the third floor,xin and ivy was like "do you think this building got other parts? takkan small like that?" then we went down to the main entrance again and try walking from the outside,see if we get to see other entrance that maybe connects us to the cafe we're searching. we saw a security guard outside,he was like too free over there and his eye keep telling us that "anything you want me to help?",so we asked for his help.

"how to go Typica Cafe?"

"erm...typica?" he doesnt understand me?

"where is GL-08" ask him the location instead

"gl-08?"

"ya,the back one eu yan sang is GL01,but where is GL08? we cant find"

"..." he needs sometime to get what i say

"oh!"

"ya,you know where is it?"

"you walk from here,turn left,then walk again turn left again"

"ok,sounds easy,thanks ajushi!"

after turning left twice,we still didnt saw any shops,only those air filter/aircond machine.oh oh~wrong way? then..!!it was hidden under the shades and trees,after entering the shop only we realized it was actually right behind the exit door when we walked in shaw parade.omg,how was anybody going to find it,it was so hidden and unnoticeable...

ok,dont talk about it's location.i like this shop,the owner was nice and sweet. the atmosphere there was quite okay for me,especially when it rains( it rained this afternoon when we're there),the coffees are fantastic! they have many many imported coffee beans and brewed with special ways, taste really nice! and the cakes, expensive but delicious weyyy!!!

oh,i'm so in love with today's brilliant outing!

thanks for the two sweetie who went out with me, so in a good mood till i forgotten about exams, at least for that noon =]

people!i'm totally in love with korea now,please let me be a true korean someday!wahaha!

dozensss of photos were taken but i'm lazy to post it here,so why dont you click into my facebook and see? since you got my account =P

hatred

hate it

hate that i didnt take care of my friend

hate that i always make them feel left out

hate that i made myself "transparent-going" in everyone's life

hate that i cant control my emotion

hate that i dont know how but only cry to let go of it

hate that i must do something that i've totally lost interest

hate that i hate her to say that but i never dare to stop her

hate that i dont have the guts to start a fight

hate that i found myself is so peace-loving

hate that i dont know how to throw all this bad emotion into rubbish bin

hate that i'm still so stupid

hate that i'm still so naive

hate myself but dont know how to kill it

hate everything

so what is the big deal about 21?

i always imagine how wonderful my 21st birthday will be?

as i always see how my friends around me celebrate 21st,it somehow makes me looking forward to it.

a pool party?many many wishes and presents all from my friends?golden KEY necklace?ice cream cakes?having an open house party?

not at all

it ended.

JUST LIKE THAT.

well,still thanks for people that sincerely wished me from so far away.and thanks for the cake,coursemates.

21st is not a big deal

i will have 30th,50th,80th to go.wait then,i will make myself memorable and brilliant for that.

If You Want A Lover

today is a special day,and i always wanted a lover to be with me for this special day

recently addicted to this song "If You Want A Lover" by G.Na and Rain

i love it so much and i wanted to recommend it to you people too!

try to listen to it,and look in the lyrics,it's really sweet!

if you dont have a lover yet, now start planing things you would want to do with your lover

if you already have it,hehe,grab him/her to do all the things stated inside :)

everyday is your valentine

today is a lovely day,i love you =]

There are so many things I’ve wanted to do once I had a boyfriend, I’ve always dreamed
First, kissing on the street, second, you see, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn
Third, going on a picnic, fourth, getting a piggyback ride, fifth, couple rings are standard
boo boo boo it would be really sweet

Why does my heart beat thump thump simply at the thought
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~

There are so many things I’ve also wanted to do once I had a girlfriend, I’ve always been envious
Sixth, late night movie, seventh, amusement park too, eighth, surprise event too
boo boo boo, I would be really happy

Why does my heart beat thump thump simply at the thought
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~

My once lonely birthdays, boring weekends
I now await labeled days

I like that it’s the two of us, I like that we’re together
Wherever I am, whatever I’m doing with you

The one thing I’ve wanted to do most most most out of those things

“I love you,” saying those words those words those words just once
“I love you,” hearing those words those words those words just once
Thank you so much for coming to me, you being by my side
My love, baby baby baby baby boo~
baby baby baby baby boo~

你明白《西游记》带出的意义吗？

“小时候读《西游记》，只是为了看孙悟空大妖精。后来才明白它是成人寓言：生命是漫长艰辛的修行，但即便如唐僧般软弱，也可以到达终点。”

昨天晚上终于看完了《裸婚》，这本书是半年前我“单独上海之旅”的战利品。

上面那句话，出自作者的后记。

即便如唐僧般软弱，也可以到达终点。我一直在思考：为什么呢？

这是因为他身旁有三个为他铲除妖魔鬼怪的徒弟护航吧。

也许是最近身边发生了一些事，看到作者的后记，我也有了一些想法。

唐三藏，他软弱，懵懂，容易相信别人，没有戒心，太善良，遇到困难只会“阿弥陀佛”“菩萨保佑”。可老天却将大任于斯，让他成就西天取经的功名，照读者这样看，他不过是带着一群“保镖”保护他到西天取经罢了？根本没有功劳或苦劳可言。

有些人会说，他命生的好，生来带有贵人相扶；简单来说，是个很幸运的人。

孙悟空，他武功高强，他疑心重，脾气暴躁，敏感，不轻易屈服，是个解决问题的高手，所有人都怕它，连玉皇大帝都敬畏他三分。可他偏偏要屈膝于一个手无寸铁之力的和尚，听他差遣，还要叫他一声“师傅”。

“俺老孙连玉皇大帝他老爷都不怕，看到我还要让座给我，凭什么你个和尚就要我拜你为师？凭什么？俺不服！俺不甘心！”

这种人，我们就说他遇到了克星，什么人给他治不好，偏偏一个实力比他差的人制服他，克住他了。他是遇人不淑咯！

猪八戒，这个人好色好吃好睡好玩，一无是处，遇到困难第一个掉头逃跑，自恋，懒惰，不会解决问题却爱制造问题。真不明白唐三藏干嘛要带这种人去西天取经？呆头呆脑，累人累己。可像他这个没什么用的人，最后还不是一样取得经，得道了吗？

沙悟净，还真是一个平凡低调的家伙。为人又单纯，而且任劳任怨，难怪老是被他猪师兄呼来唤去。话最少，活儿干的最多，可是他却从不抱怨一句，总是安守本分。

傻傻的他一定认为：能为大伙儿扛行李，能替大伙儿分担工作，我就心满意足了。

这种人哪会有出头天啊？干了一辈子的苦活儿，还不是跟在猴儿哥，二师兄后面的小跟班一个。

你看到我想说什么吗？

有些人生来就是唐三藏。纵使他本身没有很多才华，但他却是个领导的人才。西天取经，这条漫长路上，他有唐朝皇帝的支持，菩萨做他后盾，身旁有得力助手孙悟空帮忙。为什么他有那么多人扶持？也许就是他为人诚恳，善良；也许是因为他从来与世无争，一心一意为了让更多人得道；也许是他的真心打动所有人。

孙悟空，没错他是个非常厉害的人，有了他的帮助肯定事半功倍。但是他冥顽不灵，只有唐僧才治得了他。开始的时候他看任何人都不顺眼，但慢慢的，他对唐三藏从憎恨变成尊敬，对猪八戒从厌烦变成喜欢，对沙僧从看不起变成欣赏。如果他没给自己这个机会和他人相处，他怎么发现别人的好，怎么懂得体谅，怎么会学习别人的优点？

猪八戒，老是被他大师兄欺负嫌弃，但他也不会为此而杀人放火。他胜在是个健忘的人，不会把不开心的事记在心里，跟他不会有隔夜仇。傻乎乎的猪，就是凭着傻乎乎的个性，跟大家傻乎乎的取经去。在你眼里看来很不可思议，没有实力的人怎么会成功？这或许就是傻人有傻福吧？傻子不是不聪明，是他知道什么时候应该聪明什么时候应该装傻。反正天塌下来有他猴儿哥撑着，他还逞什么强。所以偶尔傻一回不足为过！

沙悟净，平凡得没人记得他到底在西天取经的路上干过什么大事？但是平凡的人，自有平凡的方法成功。他不与大师兄争出风头，不求功名，不与二师兄争风吃醋，不求利禄。他很低调的一路上为大家付出，只是大家没察觉。他真正是一分耕耘，一分收获。所以他得到的跟他付出的成正比。如果你连他因为守本分而成功都看不顺眼，那你实在是小心眼了点~

成功不是必然的。

成功，靠的不仅是你的才能，更多时候看的是你的心。

我一直相信，只要你真心付出，你不一定会有回报，但你一定会成功！

所以，当你不成功的时候，问问你自己，你拿出真心了吗？

*篇章纯属个人看法，无诽谤诋毁之意。若有得罪请包涵。

亚运会倒数-心情篇

不知道是不是因为他们的关系

我开始关心起运动新闻来了

亚运会眼看就要到了，我也没少紧张

田径赛的赛期是11月21日到27日，短短6天却是影响运动员一生的日子

我知道，他们最近都很忙

每天在台北台中高雄来回奔跑，希望在这剩下的两个星期里可以恶补自己的不足

花上所有一切，只为一面金牌。

选手当中有些已为人父，却要每天和妻儿过着思念不能相见，相见不能长远的日子。

有些年纪很轻的选手早前受伤了，却一定要带着这受伤的身子死撑，继续磨练，直到极限。如果中途就放弃，那这些年来的努力一切血本无归。所以宁愿战死沙场，至少为自己为国家争光。至少得个“名流千古”

有时忍不住为他们心疼了。

台湾著名体育新闻台“纬莱新闻”，曾经说：

在这100米跑道，枪声一响，从一数到十，我们眼里的十秒，却是运动员付出一生的地方。

十年来的努力，就在这一到十里。

对啊，说得一点都没错！

谁能在这一到十比别人快一点点踩到终点线，就是赢家。即使你只差0.01秒，那个金牌就跟你说bye bye。

我能想象这次他们出赛是带着多大压力的，表面上大家还是疯疯癫癫，其实心里都没有一天踏实过。

我真的希望他们这次在亚运可以创下佳绩！因为我还是比较喜欢看他们上台领奖那种开心的表情！

中华台北田径队，你们要加油啊！

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