Thursday, December 24, 2009

emo

my holiday will be ending in 4 days time
time past so fast that i didnt even realize we'd separate for 1 year after stpm
thinking about last years' same time,we're still having fun in genting,i miss it!
glad to see you people just now,though it's short,but it makes me happy,at least :)

coming back to this reality life,doesnt make me feel any better
i hate to face my real self
i know running off couldnt solve the problems,but all i will do is escape
i sux rite?
shit happens

hope everything will change for this coming new year




Saturday, December 19, 2009

感觉,…

好不容易,写了一段文字
可是,怎么看都没感觉
从来没有过的
第一次,没有留念,没有伤感,没有回忆
是我的问题吗?

心,被压抑得很辛苦
一种酸痛的感觉
是失落吗?
是失望吗?
是心疼吗?
好像是

我竟然,也像一只迷失的羔羊
迷失方向,迷失自己
静静呆在那里,等待我感性的主人
把我,带回去