strange feelings,but not sure what was that
hatred? disappointment? tiredness?
maybe all of them
many things happened,i'm feeling so bad terribly down
but i couldnt find a person to talk to
now only i realized, all the friends i had beside me are just friends, pure friends
friends are to share happiness,not sorrow
while all my soul mates, which i used to rely on
they're too far away
as the saying goes "far water couldnt save near fire" (omg,direct translate,weird)
somebody said, "you thought you're bad,but actually you're not the worst"
yea,maybe i'm just like a crazy dog barking here and there shouting about my pain
but sometimes,a carzy dog like me, needs care,needs hugs,needs love,needs courage,needs support
but nobody knows,no one ever bothered
