路人甲

他总是充当路人甲的角色

长得普普通通，成绩也普普通通

平时在班上，他总是被遗忘

照片里没有他，搞活动没有他，庆生会没有他

毕业后的聚会里，依然，没有他

小学是这样，中学也是这样

他，顶多只是，熟悉的路人甲

我问路人甲，你喜欢当路人吗？

他说，我不喜欢，我其实也想当主角

我说：那就努力啊！努力改变啊！

他问：要怎么改变啊？

我：要改变，要当主角，想要得到注意，这还不容易？学学那些受欢迎的人，是怎么说话，是怎么打扮，就可以了嘛

路人甲说：我试过了。可是我发现我变得很虚伪，很不快乐，每天嬉皮笑脸的。为了迎合别人的喜好而变成另外一个人，最后连我的本性都找不回。表面上，我好像很快活，其实我已经忘记最单纯的微笑是怎么一回事了。你觉得这样的改变值得吗？

我，不知道

“所以，我还是当回我的路人甲吧”

不完美的

小时候，面对喜欢的人，
对着他，咧嘴一笑，毫不害臊一句“我喜欢你”
即使不确定那是纯粹爱慕，还是好感
也会喜欢你，勇敢地

长大后，遇到一个可以喜欢的人，却没有喜欢他的勇气
“懦弱”，就像年龄，是越大就越多了吗？
或许不应该太坚持
也许不要太在意结果

有些感觉，消失了就永远都找不回
一些决定，没有果断就没有结果
这个时候，如果再来一次
我是否还会犹豫？
你是否不会拒绝？

再面对你的时候，我不会舍不得
想起你的时候，我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你，深深的

awesome

i just came back from redbox
and guess what?
i'm with my parents & their close friend till THISS HOUR
waosh,night life roxx!

i think my parents were just AWESOME!!!!
especially my mom,who loves to sing k with me, bring me for liquors, and she promised to bring me to ICE BAR at my coming birthday,yeah!!



the 1st sem of my pretty uni life has come to an end, and i'll be having exam in 1 weeks time
looking back,i didnt really gain much through these months, not knowledge, nor relationships, getting worst instead =(
had to lift mysf to a higher level & achievements next sem
btw,best of luck to those who'll be sitting for exam,including my sister

ciaoz people,sweet dreams
feng

十月 XD

“芬芬”
突然很喜欢这个称呼
在这里，我CC 的家庭成员都酱叫我
虽然我们的感情不是说很好啦，但是我就是喜欢他们酱叫我
感觉很亲，有一种被疼爱的感觉，呵呵


昨天晚上收到亭的信息，内容就是几粒字“我跟他在一起了！”
本来赶论文到赶到半夜，赶到昏昏欲睡的我，顿时兴奋到~~一直在那边咯咯笑
他们说别人拍拖干你什么事？
我也不知道，大概是看到好友找到自己的幸福，替他们感到特别高兴吧！
哟，迫不及待你们回来了，真的好想念你们哦！


终于把烦人的论文搞定了，心中的大石终于可以放下了
现在剩下的只是其他科的书面报告、11月的考试，还有全中华和大相的活动
哇哈哈，兴奋兴奋！！我要出街咯~！

birthday shoutouts!

today is SHUYING's birthday!!!!!
my gawd, this is the first time i didnt celebrate with you,i'm a bad friend am i?
so sorry...u even grumbled to eu eu that i didnt wish you till the last minute
but u knew i still love you and of cos rmb ur bd like i always do!!

last yr's bd,when u're still with your LONG hair,and when i'm still pretty =P


do u still rmb the 2 of us, following those 38 juniors to genting ?
thinking of it now is still unbelievable,both of us really are those "mood comes everything Ok" type


i dont know how..but we just end our f6 life like that...

oh yea,we had another genting trip,with our family

this was taken when we sit on the funny cable car thing

in the end,both of us went into sjtu,together..such a fate

and you CUT your hair,wakkaka

though i'm not thr now

though i dump you alone thr,facing some reli unsolvable problems

but nothing can break us apart k,u're always the VIP in my heart

lastly hope

*u & ym sweet sweet forever

*can get rid of her annoying attitude asap

*ur shuyingcardmaking.com company will be a success $$$

and yes,i'll make a belated-home-made-FOOD for u,weehehe~~

slowly wait for it ba!!

-sengeul chulka hanmida-

dizzy. fainting. soon

i dont know how can i fell down by walking on the staricase
it hurts >.<

i've started to lost my sights, my thoughts and my body
everytime i went home,my mom says "you looked so pale nowadays"

i can really feel it,the thing that's protesting inside my body
but i'm forcing mysf not to FALL at this moment

i felt so sorry to my body
i've been abusing my body for a long time
it's really time for break. hold on till november please

mooncake festival

hey!! how's everyone's MOONCAKE FESTIVAL??

especially those who're far away from your home sweet home

i'm sure by lookin at the STEAMBOUT and RED WINE makes you guys starting to miss me(finally) hehe. i miss ya'll too,very very much

we had a simple steambout celebration last week,and if u guys were here, i would be extremely happy invite u to my hse, too bad, we're too far away :(

well my dears, we still got 1 more month to meet up,thinking about it already makes me feel excited!!!! woohoo~~

so so, i ended up driving my friend over to my hse since she didnt go back to celebrate,her name is 美艳 she's my coursemate+ collegemate. is also one of my close friend in UM

my mom ^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

talking about PESTA TANGLUNG

it's like all the Unis in msia celebrate this festival,haha...

ours just ended yesterday with a superb DRAMA...gosh,i just love them!

tada~these are some photos i took during our exhibition week,those PATUNGs were hand-made! and all of them were exhibition ajks hardwork

btw, i'm ajk for exhibition bureau =) proud of them

月老

精巧可爱的奈何桥

我最最最爱的 黑白无常！！

well well,joining PTUM doesnt only work work work all day but we do ENJOY!!!

we had alot of activities and road shows and performance throughout the whole week

i get to see so many DJs and celebrities,mwahaha!!!

培杰

if i'm not mistaken this is one of eu's fav singer?

FRIENDZ

they were extremely cuteee and active

with 威少♥