不完美的

小时候，面对喜欢的人，
对着他，咧嘴一笑，毫不害臊一句“我喜欢你”
即使不确定那是纯粹爱慕，还是好感
也会喜欢你，勇敢地

长大后，遇到一个可以喜欢的人，却没有喜欢他的勇气
“懦弱”，就像年龄，是越大就越多了吗？
或许不应该太坚持
也许不要太在意结果

有些感觉，消失了就永远都找不回
一些决定，没有果断就没有结果
这个时候，如果再来一次
我是否还会犹豫？
你是否不会拒绝？

再面对你的时候，我不会舍不得
想起你的时候，我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你，深深的

i saw YS

for this whole month,we've got extra class,almost everyday..make us study till 4pm everyday
today is friday,and was the first friday that we have to stay till 4pm,hell tiring >.< but but!!something exciting happened
when we came out from the lift,almost reaching the building's entrace,i saw HIM,chatting on the phone he's wearing a BLUE tee(he loves polo tee),with a 3/4 shorts,looks adorablee
this is the first time i saw him after 8 years,in person!wow,he reli changed alot,but the shyty style is exactly like him as i know from his blog,kakaka
somehow he couldnt recognise me *phew* luckily he didnt,else i'll felt super embarrassing

i saw him...after 8years

it's not too good to met people who u adore before
i met him,the HIM who i really adore

it's way back to standard5..
he sat beside me
he's a smart guy who always got 1st placing in our class,and he got "best student award" in our school
he's a kind boy who will teach me my weak subjects, but tease me at the same time =S
he's good at quarrelling *smile* loves to argue with me, about Chinese (both of us are the Chinese pro in our class,dat time)
he's shy,to other people..but to me,he's naughty
he has a fair skin,tall body,shy-ish smile on his face
that's the HE that i adore alot

after std5,he transfer to another school
it's been 8 years i didnt heard about him or saw him
accidentally saw him,i hope i wasnt wrong
the same fair skin,height,good looking face
but,he doesnt have shy-ish smile anymore
he has ear holes,he wear earrings
he smokes
he drinks
he went clubbing
he is flirtatious

i wish i could bring him back

why am i feeling...sad

robert pattinson vs david archuletta

i watched TWILIGHT
it's superb!
amazing movie!! i'm glad i watched it
i'm in love with edward cullen!
his eyes were amazing~so beautiful

see this picture
he's so seducing,isnt he?
waiting for "new moon" ~the 2nd part of twilight

my little david
he's a kind boi =) can see dat thru his blog
know what..he hvnt has his first kiss yet..
arhhh...so naive yet truthful
david,hope u'll get ur first kiss soon,with your loved ones ^^

love means what

i couldnt stop myself from falling

i send him a message,finally

thanked him for giving me an unforgettable moment

and sorry for being annoying

it's time to let him out of my mind

i have to force myself,to say...bye bye

everything's gonna stop there,we'll be strangers again

CRUSH

guess wat am I doing at this time?
come!come! make a guess,u'll got a present if u got it right!
now 5 seconds from now
5 . 4 . 3 . 2 . 1 !!
alah~times up...seems like nobody got it right wor
yes,i'm S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G.

kinda unbelievable O.O

tell ya, DAVID ARCHULETA RAWKSS~
he's cute,his eyes are brown,he's a good singer,and he's only 17!!! cute boi~
my speaker,for the whole night is playing his songs,especially CRUSH!!i've been playing it for 100 times,owh,and added this song to the playlist in my blog^^,so so addicted,untill my bro complains >.< now dedicate this song to everyone,send your love to your CRUSH! hehe =P

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away Goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

i dont know is this love or just a crush

Love Message from Yunho

Yunho recorded a video message for his future wife in YSMM,he says(with embarresed smile)

I dont know where you are
I want to say to my other half
What are you doing at this time
how you will celebrate your next birthday,i dont know
But I can be sure that i will encounter this love
So to become a person that people can admire,husband is trying
If we have pretty children in the future,
(Three people can wear the same clothes,same sportswear...)
A simple and blissful life is the best
If you can wait till that time it would be good
I'll say in advice.
I love you.

you know who you are

I promise i will appreciate our love

to become a wife that loved by her husband

yes,we will have a simple but happy life

I will wait for you no matter how long it takes

I love you too,my dear

爱情里的3个人

有人说
爱情就是人生
爱情的目的是為了在人生里寻找3个人
第一个是你最爱的人
第二个是最爱你的人
第三个是最适合你的人

而往往,这3个人都是不同的人
因为你最爱的人不爱你
而最爱你的人,你又不选择他

最后﹐当你体会了爱人与被爱的滋味
你就会找到最适合你的人
这个人﹐并不是你最爱或最爱你的人
但,
他是最适合和你共度一生的人

我,也很想
把你变成同一个人

**其实，我很想你

i'm so nuts

yer...lx say i'm chicken
i'm really lor...
today is the last day
he prepared to talk to me,but i never give him the chance
(according to sy,she say he purposely pass by the place we sit...and later they saw him standing very near n close to me when i'm coming out from staff room,sorta wanna call me lidat)
ooh...regret regret!!

aiks...thought i will saw him on9 later..
i waited from 7.30 till now..but he wasnt on9 oso
aww~~~miss him~~
awwwwww...tmr is muet exam,next wednesday is stpm
focus man!!!!!!!!!!!!

congrats to lx..
xing fu de nu ren!!
wish u n wl got jing yi bu fa zhan lar!!

SHOGUN! + prezzies~~

this is the key chain pn quek gave me
as a gratitude for being PKT in our class
aw...so sweet
PN QUEK,gonna miss u~~











keke...
this is the cute bear bear keychain HE give(my bro say it's cute wor~)
ooh,i even got him a name,wakaka...but not gonna tell ya..

wednesday went 1u with my family

my father belanja us to SHOGUN shushi

is a japanese buffet restaurant...with loads yummy nice food

the surrounding there is wonderful...can be a place for gatherings...

this was the sashimi main counter

wakaka...

my favourite food of all~

super delicious cakes

damn mouth watering..

my green tea

and a plate of dunno-what-name

meal-starting dish..i think so

SHUSHI

and

SASHIMI

they are fresh!!i guarantee

each and every table has this

so called japanese steambout

the soup is nice

but the stuffs inside...er...no comment

confused

if u're following my blog,u'll know that i made a bd card for the person i like
and HE,last week told my friend that(due to his introvert personality,he dun dare to talk to me face to face...neither me)
he likes my card,he say it was very beautiful,and he wanted to give me a present in return..
(1st time in my life heard ppl gving present when u made him bd card,wierd isnt it?)

so,he really did gave me a key chain today
should i be very happy and excited about it??
but i'm really confused

i didnt expect anything like this
i thought i was the only one who's secretly liking him
i thought i would just do some crazy stuff before i leave,since it's my last chance to do something for him
so i never expect he would give me any response,for i think that he might have many admirers
i never even expect that he'll remember me for this
but he DID!!

i'm so going BLANK
i dont know,seriously dont have any idea of what and how to response
aiks...i tot i was just admiring him like admiring an idol
but seems like not
someone said i'm in love
love?that sounds HUGE to me

bubu~~i need advise...
seriously missing u now
gv me a short call when u saw this,k??

擦肩而過

男人心﹐海底針
之前一直迴避我
今天卻一直在我面前晃來晃去﹐吸引我的注意﹖
雖然是有點暗爽﹐哈哈
剛剛﹐我們真的擦肩而过了
第一次擦肩而过耶
我們沒有任何眼神交集
沒有一方敢主動打招呼
我們只是望着別的方向
靜靜地
擦肩而过

回家的時候故意繞到他的車附近(我承認我是個有意圖的人)
明明很想看他
但卻不敢望過去
可是感觉到他的眼神有往我這兒飄來﹐呵呵

爱真的需要勇氣
只要你一個眼神肯定
我的爱就有意義
我們都需要勇氣

my busy PMR week

i'm not sitting for PMR...
but my PMR holiday week will be very busy
oops...no time to study again...

here's my schedule:
mon - extra class(MA MI BC) , interview
tues - outings to Mid Valley
wed - attending my sorta called cousin's wedding dinner
thus - black thursday ,my raining tuition day
fri - MBPJ

actually this post wasnt my main point...
haha...i wanna tell something...a good news about me!!!
know what?
HE accept me as a friend already!!!
ahaha,and he sent me a SMILE =) to brighten up my day!!!
yesterday when i got this 2 super super good news,i was so so so so excited
and speard this to my lovely frens,and they felt happy for me too
and...i have a sleepless night
cos i really felt so happy and excited!!!
hehe ^^ love love people~~ciaoz

greedy me

so,i finally sent that Bdcard to HIM...by myself

(first time felt i make a really NICE card^^sorry for not publishing de yummy nice cover here,cos i dont want to let other ppl to see)
oh gosh..it was really a scary experience
i cant see his expressions...
cos i was too nervous to even look at his reaction,then i ran away...

felt so moody...
cos of exams
cos of teahcer's disappointments
cos of friends...
cos of HIM,i guess

yesterday was another BLACK THURSDAY
tot i will feel better after meeting HIM,but...
BUT it gets worst...i became so bad mood,dunno why..
izit i'm too greedy?

********
when u first admire him,u say "i'm happy enough to have the chance to LIKE him"
when u like him,u say "i felt happy enough to look at his smile everyday"
when u saw his smile everyday,u say "i wish i could be his friend"
when you like him even more,u say "i wish i could make something for him"
when u done everything that u could,and still he dont know abt u, u'll say "i'm happy enough to be his normal normal friend"
then when you become his friend,u'll say "ok,i wanna be his good friend,that's really enough for me"
when u really become his good friend,become a part of his life,u'll say"i just wish that we could make it into a above-friend-relationship."

why cant we satisfied easily?
when we really reach the something that we want,why we'll ask for somehting more?
all of us are greedy
human beings are GREEDY animals...

the OCTober bAbiEs

the October Babies!!look over here!!here's my wishes for u...hope u have a great and wonderful birthday,stay cute people!!

the qualities i found in the lovely *you*

Loves to chat.Love those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

**happybirthdaytomydarlingandmylovelyyyloveyoulotss

LOVE Ya LoTs ^^

cheas...
just wanna let u know how much i loved you!!
always and forever..

thanks for calling me up and chat for 3 hours...3 HOURS?!
thanks for listening to my dumb stories...
and thanks for being such a cute,energetic,nice n wonderful person in my life!!!
love you loads ^___^

**hope u have a great Monday,yea...and enjoy ur W&P class,hehe =P

***
thanks for my dear dear family members who listen to my crap yesterday,during [family discussion]
thanks u guys so much!!love ya!!

currently into [here I am-leona Lewis]
with loads Love~
ciaoz,people
tomorrow will be a wonderful day =)