greedy me

so,i finally sent that Bdcard to HIM...by myself

(first time felt i make a really NICE card^^sorry for not publishing de yummy nice cover here,cos i dont want to let other ppl to see)
oh gosh..it was really a scary experience
i cant see his expressions...
cos i was too nervous to even look at his reaction,then i ran away...

felt so moody...
cos of exams
cos of teahcer's disappointments
cos of friends...
cos of HIM,i guess

yesterday was another BLACK THURSDAY
tot i will feel better after meeting HIM,but...
BUT it gets worst...i became so bad mood,dunno why..
izit i'm too greedy?

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when u first admire him,u say "i'm happy enough to have the chance to LIKE him"
when u like him,u say "i felt happy enough to look at his smile everyday"
when u saw his smile everyday,u say "i wish i could be his friend"
when you like him even more,u say "i wish i could make something for him"
when u done everything that u could,and still he dont know abt u, u'll say "i'm happy enough to be his normal normal friend"
then when you become his friend,u'll say "ok,i wanna be his good friend,that's really enough for me"
when u really become his good friend,become a part of his life,u'll say"i just wish that we could make it into a above-friend-relationship."

why cant we satisfied easily?
when we really reach the something that we want,why we'll ask for somehting more?
all of us are greedy
human beings are GREEDY animals...