holding back the tears

this song can really give you a lot of power when you're sad or down,even you dont understand any of the lyrics,but they can touch your heart with their strong vocals
though it's a long ago song from DBSK,i just somehow love it so much,and it'll never get rid of my playlist :)
when you're happy,you might find this song abit sentimental
but believe me,when you really feel like crying and you cant stop the feeling of crying,listen to this,it works for me

"holding back doesnt mean letting go,you are just hiding it when you need to"

miss A9

i miss ur sweet smses
i miss ur tight HUGsss ur loud voice
i miss ur cute emo face *pinch*
i miss ur buddy talk ur broad smile =)
i miss ur unsavoury chats -.-
i miss ur lovely touch on my head
i miss ur lame jokes in ur comfortable car
i miss ur heineken stories

seriously miss u!!!!!!

holiday =))

i wish to go Phuket,Thailand for a backpack trip with WaiMun!
i wanna hang out with my super A9 CLUB peoples!!!! go genting go sing k go movies go shopping go eat and yamcha!!!!!!!!truly miss the FUN!
i want to watch MAYDAY's concert on 5th June!
i hope to go ShangHai for the World Expo 2010 and to find my darling =)
i want to join the inter uni camp on this coming sem break

i'm wanting so many activities on my coming holiday
but i only have limited $$$ and time
anybody wanna join me for any of the activities? :)

it's Golden Half !!!!

YES,this is a camera! a small tiny 35mm toy camera called the GOLDEN HALF
and it's mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i accidentally saw an article and found out this thing call LOMOGRAPHY
yea,just like you,i wonder what on earth is lomo,will it be anything better than DSLR?
well,then i check out on web,and found those lomo camera are really cute!!!!and some of the pictures are even better than DSLR ones,click here to see those fantastic pictures =]
they have some special features which normal digital camera doesnt have (i'm still working on it,cos i just get it 2 hours ago) hehe
btw,this is worthy cos it's way too cheap compared to the DSLR,well i guess i have to postpone my plan of buying a DSLR,since DSLR is a trend now,having one isnt that special anymore
i believe taking photos with my golden half will surely be more enjoyable and fun and "noticeable",hahaha

dont worry guys,will show you my Red Riding when i hang out with ya'll =)

我要一个肯定

只要是别人给我的东西，都要抱着感恩的心态，我是这样觉得的
就算是别人给予的一个勉强的微笑，但至少是他努力挤出来的，应该要感激才是啊！

现在我才知道，我最不喜欢的，就是当我很努力地付出，以为你一定会很感激我，你却完全不领情的样子
我才知道，我一直都是靠着别人给我的肯定，活着的。
所以我常常会做出一些很“伟大”的举动和决定，因为我希望别人开心，因为我想要别人喜欢我，因为我需要别人认同我，因为只有这样我才能继续活下去。

我会为了让你开心，做一些没有人会做的愚蠢的事，但你却把我当傻瓜
我会为了哄你，很用心的亲手做东西给你，你却无动于衷
为了让你看到我，我努力努力很努力的表现，你看到的始终是我旁边的人

被忽略的滋味，不是好受的
我要求不多，就只是要一个肯定
“谢谢你！”
有那么难吗？

我遇上了100%的女生

世界上怎么有那么perfect的人啊？
人长得美，头脑好，有才华
又是个充满爱心的护士，而且很孝顺
活泼开朗，亲切随和
天啊，真的好喜欢这个女生啊！
嘻嘻~这就是所谓的爱屋及乌吗？