Tuesday, October 5, 2010

放生

很烦
一大堆功课等着我做,还要从我非常有限的时间里抽出时间来解决那些无聊的问题

很想不要去管那些无聊的事,但这是工作范围,被逼要去插手管
很想无故ponteng,但这违背工作范围,不能允许
那些无聊的额外活动很想统统不去,但顶着这个头衔,一定要出席
不想跟去他们所谓的联谊,喝茶,但为了大局,不能不去
他们抱怨工作的时候,我也好想跟着一起抱怨,一起发脾气,可是因为身份,不但不能,还要说好话,觉得自己实在是假到。。
很多时候很想说不要!不能!不喜欢!因为身份,说不出口
好想跟朋友聚餐喝茶,但每天都有开不完的会议和忙不完的事情,甚至连讲电话的时间都没有

有时真的真的很想把这工作丢掉
尤其是对着他,一股忧郁涌上心头
更多的是反感和压力

我想结束这一切了
我想把自己放生

Monday, October 4, 2010

JYJ! here they come!

baby!!you're so not gonna believe this
JYJ is coming to malaysia on the 16th october!!!
it is officially proven now!
btw,fyi
JYJ is the 3 handsome guy from TVXQ/ DongBang ShinKi. they were named over their initials: Junsu, Yuchun and Jaejoong. therefore JYJ.

the best news is i get to grab one of the fan meeting tickets!!! it cost me rm300 for the rock zone!
my purse is bleeding like hell,but, i dont care! XP
if only my Yunho is with them,i would go snatch for the VVIP ticket which cost rm800(omg! >.<)

i'm 2 years been dead in the cassiopeia life, cos they never came to malaysia since 2008
though this time only the 3 of them came, i believe they will bring the best no matter to the JYJ fans or the cassiopeias!

they are back!!!welcoming the RED SEA!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

speak no words.think no thoughts

i dont like to read or guess people's mind
so dont make me guess yours,just tell me what you want.



maybe i'm thinking too much
thought that something will be something
so, before he declares
i wont think any further
more hope only bring more disappointment
agree with me? =)