Ａ９聚会

终于解脱了，终于可以甩掉平时的面具，做我喜欢的自己

今天是亭２１岁生日，因为他，我们大伙儿终于又聚在一起了！
卉亭生日快乐哦！！！
真的很喜欢跟你们在一起，就算是安静的吃饭，看电影，也甘愿
可是这帮人还是一样，爱在路上大喊大叫，见面一定要来个热情拥抱，打打闹闹骂来骂去的，还有不停的黄色笑话，无聊没氧的对话……可是怎么办，我就是喜欢这样的你们！

ＭＫ大老为了让我体验Ｆ１的感觉，竟然还飙车！实在是太好玩啦！！

今天

原来吵架也可以很爽
谢谢你，拼命的跟我吵
不知道你是故意气我还是怎样，但我心情真的好很多了

最近觉得自己很情绪化
一点小事就能让我气到发飚、让我失落跌到谷底、让我的眼泪失控
有想控制，但力不从心
我真的不懂自己到底是怎么了
每次在这种时候，都很想有个人在我旁边
听我抱怨也好，任我打骂也好，借我肩膀也好，给我一个鼓励的拥抱也好
但原本可以做到的那些人，已经离开了，新的嘛，没指望找到

怎么酱啊，来大学这么久，还是不会独立
好像很失败哦？

holding back the tears

this song can really give you a lot of power when you're sad or down,even you dont understand any of the lyrics,but they can touch your heart with their strong vocals
though it's a long ago song from DBSK,i just somehow love it so much,and it'll never get rid of my playlist :)
when you're happy,you might find this song abit sentimental
but believe me,when you really feel like crying and you cant stop the feeling of crying,listen to this,it works for me

"holding back doesnt mean letting go,you are just hiding it when you need to"

miss A9

i miss ur sweet smses
i miss ur tight HUGsss ur loud voice
i miss ur cute emo face *pinch*
i miss ur buddy talk ur broad smile =)
i miss ur unsavoury chats -.-
i miss ur lovely touch on my head
i miss ur lame jokes in ur comfortable car
i miss ur heineken stories

seriously miss u!!!!!!

holiday =))

i wish to go Phuket,Thailand for a backpack trip with WaiMun!
i wanna hang out with my super A9 CLUB peoples!!!! go genting go sing k go movies go shopping go eat and yamcha!!!!!!!!truly miss the FUN!
i want to watch MAYDAY's concert on 5th June!
i hope to go ShangHai for the World Expo 2010 and to find my darling =)
i want to join the inter uni camp on this coming sem break

i'm wanting so many activities on my coming holiday
but i only have limited $$$ and time
anybody wanna join me for any of the activities? :)

it's Golden Half !!!!

YES,this is a camera! a small tiny 35mm toy camera called the GOLDEN HALF
and it's mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i accidentally saw an article and found out this thing call LOMOGRAPHY
yea,just like you,i wonder what on earth is lomo,will it be anything better than DSLR?
well,then i check out on web,and found those lomo camera are really cute!!!!and some of the pictures are even better than DSLR ones,click here to see those fantastic pictures =]
they have some special features which normal digital camera doesnt have (i'm still working on it,cos i just get it 2 hours ago) hehe
btw,this is worthy cos it's way too cheap compared to the DSLR,well i guess i have to postpone my plan of buying a DSLR,since DSLR is a trend now,having one isnt that special anymore
i believe taking photos with my golden half will surely be more enjoyable and fun and "noticeable",hahaha

dont worry guys,will show you my Red Riding when i hang out with ya'll =)

我要一个肯定

只要是别人给我的东西，都要抱着感恩的心态，我是这样觉得的
就算是别人给予的一个勉强的微笑，但至少是他努力挤出来的，应该要感激才是啊！

现在我才知道，我最不喜欢的，就是当我很努力地付出，以为你一定会很感激我，你却完全不领情的样子
我才知道，我一直都是靠着别人给我的肯定，活着的。
所以我常常会做出一些很“伟大”的举动和决定，因为我希望别人开心，因为我想要别人喜欢我，因为我需要别人认同我，因为只有这样我才能继续活下去。

我会为了让你开心，做一些没有人会做的愚蠢的事，但你却把我当傻瓜
我会为了哄你，很用心的亲手做东西给你，你却无动于衷
为了让你看到我，我努力努力很努力的表现，你看到的始终是我旁边的人

被忽略的滋味，不是好受的
我要求不多，就只是要一个肯定
“谢谢你！”
有那么难吗？