复杂

took this pix yesterday
when sy came to my hse
and we're SS-ing with my new phone
but i love this effect..
looks like water coloured potrait


心情很复杂...
thursday...
black thursday...
i felt so angry abt the chicken little
really think that she's not worth it for ym to treat her so good
but yesterday,ym sent me a msg,saying that they say things out,they dont have misunderstandings anymore..and the gal,sorta 和好with him
i can feel from his message,that he's really happy,hehe
i feel happy for u too^^
all the best for both of u's relationship

yesterday,was friday
was a very tiring friday,and emo-ing friday
my mood get very well when i went kaima's restaurant
oh yea!we saw her son!!was a really handsome korean,keke
we got our school magazine yesterday
the moment i got it,i really have a kinda sadness in my heart
flashing back,our sweet memories will end next week
after that everyone will go on with their further studies,and i really dont know when's the time we're going to meet again
i'm gonna miss everyone of u...miss those wonderful monents we went thru
and i will miss HIM as well
just found out his chinese name is not what i assume before,is 扬衍(what a nice name)
and i found that my frens,they r really cute,hehe...when they found his name in the magazine,they even send message and call me to inform me abt it,hehe..thanks ht and lx appreciate u guys effort!

i have to really appreciate the time left with them
next week,only have 2 schooling days
last time to be together
hope our graduation day's performance will be successful(ppl watch out for our funny performance,by me & sy,hehe)
hope that my small little wish,can come true on that special day =)
yeah!!!eu finally agreed to go CHEONG K with us!!!
so excited,so looking forward to it!!
it may be the last time we go for outing before we part
oh gosh...i'm starting to miss u guys~

tears bursting when this song [you're my melody] came up
"the time of tears is now history
even the saddest time have an end just like a song
you're my song,my life's soundtrack
i love you,for you brighten up my life's stage
you're my rythm,my life's present
please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly
i'll continue to sing to you, you're my song"

擦肩而過

男人心﹐海底針
之前一直迴避我
今天卻一直在我面前晃來晃去﹐吸引我的注意﹖
雖然是有點暗爽﹐哈哈
剛剛﹐我們真的擦肩而过了
第一次擦肩而过耶
我們沒有任何眼神交集
沒有一方敢主動打招呼
我們只是望着別的方向
靜靜地
擦肩而过

回家的時候故意繞到他的車附近(我承認我是個有意圖的人)
明明很想看他
但卻不敢望過去
可是感觉到他的眼神有往我這兒飄來﹐呵呵

爱真的需要勇氣
只要你一個眼神肯定
我的爱就有意義
我們都需要勇氣

my busy PMR week

i'm not sitting for PMR...
but my PMR holiday week will be very busy
oops...no time to study again...

here's my schedule:
mon - extra class(MA MI BC) , interview
tues - outings to Mid Valley
wed - attending my sorta called cousin's wedding dinner
thus - black thursday ,my raining tuition day
fri - MBPJ

actually this post wasnt my main point...
haha...i wanna tell something...a good news about me!!!
know what?
HE accept me as a friend already!!!
ahaha,and he sent me a SMILE =) to brighten up my day!!!
yesterday when i got this 2 super super good news,i was so so so so excited
and speard this to my lovely frens,and they felt happy for me too
and...i have a sleepless night
cos i really felt so happy and excited!!!
hehe ^^ love love people~~ciaoz

greedy me

so,i finally sent that Bdcard to HIM...by myself

(first time felt i make a really NICE card^^sorry for not publishing de yummy nice cover here,cos i dont want to let other ppl to see)
oh gosh..it was really a scary experience
i cant see his expressions...
cos i was too nervous to even look at his reaction,then i ran away...

felt so moody...
cos of exams
cos of teahcer's disappointments
cos of friends...
cos of HIM,i guess

yesterday was another BLACK THURSDAY
tot i will feel better after meeting HIM,but...
BUT it gets worst...i became so bad mood,dunno why..
izit i'm too greedy?

********
when u first admire him,u say "i'm happy enough to have the chance to LIKE him"
when u like him,u say "i felt happy enough to look at his smile everyday"
when u saw his smile everyday,u say "i wish i could be his friend"
when you like him even more,u say "i wish i could make something for him"
when u done everything that u could,and still he dont know abt u, u'll say "i'm happy enough to be his normal normal friend"
then when you become his friend,u'll say "ok,i wanna be his good friend,that's really enough for me"
when u really become his good friend,become a part of his life,u'll say"i just wish that we could make it into a above-friend-relationship."

why cant we satisfied easily?
when we really reach the something that we want,why we'll ask for somehting more?
all of us are greedy
human beings are GREEDY animals...

Wonderful FAMILY outings [shushi king- movie "painted skin"- Red Box- Shabu Puchong]

?hey people...so sorry that i didnt update those photo yesterday

cus i stay over night in teng's house,keke

btw,yesterday is THURSDAY,another RAINING thursday!!yish!!

ah well,lazy to post lar

for more stories and photos,go check up my buddies blog lar..lazy to give description here

this is ME!!sing till so high,even have to kneel

papa say got ROCK star feel =.=

haha,i like this pix lar ^^

can see lx's SEXY leg~ and sy's *ek-hem* SEXY pose,wakaka

me & ht in SHUSHI KING~a harmonious photo,like it much

wonderful candid by papa

yep~the FLOWERS(l6 ppl used to call us like that,keke)

in SHABU SHABU

yeah yeah!!the super HIGH song - DANCING QUEEN by ABBA

i should have pointed my fingers back to zk hor?

zk trying to scare me using my hoddie when i'm *concerntrating* in my singings >.<

i dunno wat are they posing??see where zk mama's hand?in mk's pocket~so GAY,behtahan..

i like this got feel punya pix,ht kena candid shot by mama

the 4 of us...notice ht's pose??like model nia~

my cutie PINK bag,with a cuite monkey key chain on it
never thought i'll use pink bag anyway

singing my favourite song - <最近>by 李圣杰

this picture is taken for my hair's sake?or shooting for leexin?haha..i dunno..but looks nice(cos you cant see my face,wakaka)

last picture,taken by me=)
mama & papa in ShabuShabu [husband & wife] nice ler..
sweet sweet~hehe

ma super yeng sunglasses

Monday went out with my dear dear family member...
our first family outing!!!
this pix was taken by papa in SUSHI KING...
i lurvee this picture soo much...looks better with my super yeng & cool sunglasses
wakaka...thanks papa for ur great photo skills

did you notice that my LG's sunglasses looks like mine too??
teeheeehee...cos we bought it together,our sunglasses is a couple set de,cool eh...
nice right?? such a wonderful match(me & him)
wakaka...

more photos to come...will upload it tomorrow,i guess,if i have the time

ciaoz people =)

the OCTober bAbiEs

the October Babies!!look over here!!here's my wishes for u...hope u have a great and wonderful birthday,stay cute people!!

the qualities i found in the lovely *you*

Loves to chat.Love those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

**happybirthdaytomydarlingandmylovelyyyloveyoulotss