Sunday, November 28, 2010

hatred

hate it

hate that i didnt take care of my friend
hate that i always make them feel left out
hate that i made myself "transparent-going" in everyone's life
hate that i cant control my emotion
hate that i dont know how but only cry to let go of it
hate that i must do something that i've totally lost interest
hate that i hate her to say that but i never dare to stop her
hate that i dont have the guts to start a fight
hate that i found myself is so peace-loving
hate that i dont know how to throw all this bad emotion into rubbish bin
hate that i'm still so stupid
hate that i'm still so naive
hate myself but dont know how to kill it
hate everything

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